ok so here i am stuck in camp since yesterday at 430pm...n i thought at least i was on off on monday...but noooo...how wrong i was cos my #@%*(@^!^$*#%&$(* boss says that since he's working...why shouldnt we be working? cos u bloody have no life u fool! sigh...shit man im becoming a wayne rooney full of angst...but who can blame me? even i wouldnt blame me...it wasnt even my duty yesterday n i had to become on duty...then cheif gives off to everyone in camp...but a ssg has more power than a col to void that off n keep us in camp...who the hell does he think he is man...bloody fool...wait til i get my pink ic...i shout it out n flash it in front of ur face in my civilian clothes n u can kiss my candy a55 u idiot...
ok ok i gotta relax...im still stuck here another 1 year n 3 months...at least ive gotten thru 4 months here n soon it'll be one year...n before i know it...poof! ORD LOH! hah...owell...im dying of boredom n im running out or things to do...looks like the only thing left for me to do is to work...sighhhh...its a freaking sunday mind u!!! ugh...
wow...yeah its been way way way too long since ive seen ter...man thinking about him makes me remember all the retarded things we did wayyy back in pri school...haha...retarded yet oh so fun...i wish life was as carefree as it was back then...hah who am i kidding...we've had psle...o levels...a levels...army for me...n in the future there'll be uni life...working life...married life...gosh the list just never ends...i remember 10 years ago the only concern that ever filled my mind was whether i could catch the batman on tv...or whether i could skip going for swimming training...then 5 years later i was wondering when i could see
that girl again...or whether i could survive another day in geog class...n whether i'd live through prefects' camp to see the end of the year...n now another 5 years later...im wondering whether i can book out to go home...or hiong the whole day to relac one corner...or what life'll be like with
her...haha...looks like the girl part hasnt changed much...hahahah...i guess as we humans develop n grow along in life...life develops n grows along with us to keep up...
hmmm...now i wonder what i'll be wondering in 5 years time...whether i can find a job? whether i'll be at the same job 5 years later? whether this job's right for me? whether i should propose to THE GIRL? whether i can support her?
ah well...lets get past this year before i start thinking so far into the future...haha...who knows what life brings n what God has planned for us right?
"live for today, hope for tomorrow" - clement lin
